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Name: Christi
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Friday, June 08, 2007

My job situation has morphed, and I'm going up to camp for the rest of the summer--I'll be driving up next Thursday/Friday (I have something lined up for when I get back that will pay more than what I'm getting now. yay!).  I was just talking to my boss, and I didn't realize how sad she is that I'm leaving.  She said they would totally be willing to up the pay an extra $3/hour and give me a night off each week if I would stay.  I've already committed to camp, but man, that's a really nice offer.  A $3/hour raise would put me back in the black, and a night off every week would make it so much easier to work for World Financial Group on the side.  I thought I was going to get yelled at because I was working on camp stuff (posting Family Camp on Tucson event listings--she saw all the windows open on my computer) during work hours, but she caught me off guard by telling me that I'm really good at my job and she's sad to see me go.  Also, I don't think she noticed the camp posting thing.

I've committed to camp, though, and that's where my heart is.  I  camp.

Speaking of work, I need to get back to that now.  Ciao!

P.S. I've had "Sweet Caroline" stuck in my head all week after hearing it at this WFG work thing, and I don't even know who sings it.  It had finally gone away, but my boss was humming it earlier, and now it's totally back.  Ack.


Thursday, May 24, 2007

I'm going home for a few days to help out with staff training at camp--I'm leaving Saturday night after this training for WFG.  Anyway, because I'm taking my licensing exam and finishing a whole bunch of stuff up, I've been really busy.  I was talking to my mom earlier today, and she said, "It's okay if you bring home dirty laundry.  I know you've been busy."  I actually did my laundry this morning, but still, aren't moms amazing?  And she said she wanted me to bring a big suitcase so I could take back a bunch of stuff to LA that she got me (like expensive contact solution).  My mom is amazing.   I feel like a little kid when I say this, but I want to be like my mom.  When I have kids, I want to do the things for them that she did for me.  I want to be kind and gentle and thoughtful like she is...

Also, if you read this in the next 12 or 14 hours, please pray for me as I take my licensing exam!  I'm a bit worried since I just finished the 52-hour course and my studying time has been limited...  I'm a good test-taker, though; I just need to keep reminding myself that I'll be fine.

P.S. I am SO EXCITED about going to camp (even though I'll only be there for 3 days--still excited!!!).  I'm going up the mountain Monday afternoon to help out with staff training, and then I'm heading down Wednesday night.  YAY CAMP!!!  I am so excited even my hair is tingling.  teehee.


Wednesday, May 16, 2007

I get all the office email from our NY office, and I was rather entertained by this combination of emails:

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From: [Head of Company]
To: Office
Subject: food in garbage cans by your desk?
4:35 pm ET

that's a no-no.
 
please throw ANY food, food containers, drinks, drink containers, empty potato chip packages, empty packages in the KITCHEN garbage can with the lid.
 
we have MICE, people, and we don't want to feed them.
 
 
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From: [random staffer]
To: Office
Subject: cheesecake on the 4th floor
4:42 pm ET
 
Cheesecake out on the 4th floor, courtesy of The Palm Restaurant. Help yourself!
 
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They're just feeding the mice... lol.


Thursday, April 12, 2007

I'm at work editing an Excel document with course titles and their taglines, and these two were next to each other before I matched them up correctly:

Beauty Writing 101 -- Taught by a cartoonist whose work has appeared in the New Yorker

lol. I am easily amused.


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

This is an amazing op-ed piece from the NY times (originally published January 19, 2007) about education and the fallacy of movies like Freedom Writers.  You can find it online here.  Check it out:

Classroom Distinctions

IN the past year or so I have seen Matthew Perry drink 30 cartons of milk, Ted Danson explain the difference between a rook and a pawn, and Hilary Swank remind us that white teachers still can’t dance or jive talk. In other words, I have been confronted by distorted images of my own profession — teaching. Teaching the post-desegregation urban poor, to be precise.

Although my friends and family (who should all know better) continue to ask me whether my job is similar to these movies, I find it hard to recognize myself or my students in them.

So what are these films really about? And what do they teach us about teachers? Are we heroes, villains, bullies, fools? The time has come to set the class record straight.

At the beginning of Ms. Swank’s new movie, “Freedom Writers,” her character, a teacher named Erin Gruwell, walks into her Long Beach, Calif., classroom, and the camera pans across the room to show us what we are supposed to believe is a terribly shabby learning environment. Any experienced educator will have already noted that not only does she have the right key to get into the room but, unlike the seventh-grade science teacher in my current school, she has a door to put the key into. The worst thing about Ms. Gruwell’s classroom seems to be graffiti on the desks, and crooked blinds.

I felt like shouting, Hey, at least you have blinds! My first classroom didn’t, but it did have a family of pigeons living next to the window, whose pane was a cracked piece of plastic. During the winter, snowflakes blew in. The pigeons competed with the mice and cockroaches for the students’ attention.

This is not to say that all schools in poor neighborhoods are a shambles, or that teaching in a real school is impossible. In fact, thousands of teachers in New York City somehow manage to teach every day, many of them in schools more underfinanced and chaotic than anything you’ve seen in movies or on television (except perhaps the most recent season of “The Wire”).

Ms. Gruwell’s students might backtalk, but first they listen to what she says. And when she raises her inflection just slightly, the class falls silent. Many of the students I’ve known won’t sit down unless they’re repeatedly asked to (maybe not even then), and they don’t listen just because the teacher is speaking; even “good teachers” are occasionally drowned out by the din of 30 students simultaneously using language that would easily earn a movie an NC-17 rating.

When a fight breaks out during an English lesson, Ms. Gruwell steps into the hallway and a security guard immediately materializes to break it up. Forget the teacher — this guy was the hero of the movie for me.

If I were to step out into the hallway during a fight, the only people I’d see would be some students who’d heard there was a fight in my room. I’d be wasting my time waiting for a security guard. The handful of guards where I work are responsible for the safety of five floors, six exits, two yards and four schools jammed into my building.

Although personal safety is at the top of both teachers’ and students’ lists of grievances, the people in charge of real schools don’t take it as seriously as the people in charge of movie schools seem to.

The great misconception of these films is not that actual schools are more chaotic and decrepit — many schools in poor neighborhoods are clean and orderly yet still don’t have enough teachers or money for supplies. No, the most dangerous message such films promote is that what schools really need are heroes. This is the Myth of the Great Teacher.

Films like “Freedom Writers” portray teachers more as missionaries than professionals, eager to give up their lives and comfort for the benefit of others, without need of compensation. Ms. Gruwell sacrifices money, time and even her marriage for her job.

Her behavior is not represented as obsessive or self-destructive, but driven — necessary, even. She is forced into making these sacrifices by the aggressive neglect of the school’s administrators, who won’t even let her take books from the bookroom. The film applauds Ms. Gruwell’s dedication, but also implies that she has no other choice. In order to be a good teacher, she has to be a hero.

“Freedom Writers,” like all teacher movies this side of “The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie,” is presented as a celebration of teaching, but its message is that poor students need only love, idealism and martyrdom.

I won’t argue the need for more of the first two, but I’m always surprised at how, once a Ms. Gruwell wins over a class with clowning, tears, rewards and motivational speeches, there is nothing those kids can’t do. It is as if all the previously insurmountable obstacles students face could be erased by a 10-minute pep talk or a fancy dinner. This trivializes not only the difficulties many real students must overcome, but also the hard-earned skill and tireless effort real teachers must use to help those students succeed.

Every year young people enter the teaching profession hoping to emulate the teachers they’ve seen in films. (Maybe in the back of my mind I felt that I could be an inspiring teacher like Howard Hesseman or Gabe Kaplan.) But when you’re confronted with the reality of teaching not just one class of misunderstood teenagers (the common television and movie conceit) but four or five every day, and dealing with parents, administrators, mentors, grades, attendance records, standardized tests and individual education plans for children with learning disabilities, not to mention multiple daily lesson plans — all without being able to count on the support of your superiors — it becomes harder to measure up to the heroic movie teachers you thought you might be.

It’s no surprise that half the teachers in poor urban schools, like Erin Gruwell herself, quit within five years. (Ms. Gruwell now heads a foundation.)

I don’t expect to be thought of as a hero for doing my job. I do expect to be respected, supported, trusted and paid. And while I don’t anticipate that Hollywood will stop producing movies about gold-hearted mavericks who play by their own rules and show the suits how to get the job done, I do hope that these movies will be kept in perspective.

While no one believes that hospitals are really like “ER” or that doctors are anything like “House,” no one blames doctors for the failure of the health care system. From No Child Left Behind to City Hall, teachers are accused of being incompetent and underqualified, while their appeals for better and safer workplaces are systematically ignored.

Every day teachers are blamed for what the system they’re just a part of doesn’t provide: safe, adequately staffed schools with the highest expectations for all students. But that’s not something one maverick teacher, no matter how idealistic, perky or self-sacrificing, can accomplish.

Tom Moore, a 10th-grade history teacher at a public school in the Bronx, is writing a book about his teaching experiences.



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